Having a bad headache since this afternoon, I can barely
study well right now. While everyone are hanging out with their friends or just
catching up in the nearest food shop, I’m just laying on bed, re-watching some
fancy-bored Korean sitcoms, or just daydreaming.
It’s been 3 weeks I take an IELTS course whatsoever in this
village. At first, I couldn’t resist to not being hyper-exciting amateur
student. I often came to the class on time, mostly the first one though the
class was started 30 minutes later. Well, it was tolerable I think, considering
that that was the very first meetings. But now, to be honest, I’m totally
annoyed with all those people. For god’s sake where is your discipline and
attitude guys? Don’t you have any respect for those who had strong willing to
study on this course? Doh.
Couple of days ago, I met a guy, my classmate, older than
me. He said that he used to work at some foreign company in the middle of
nowhere in Australia. He went back to this country to improve his IELTS score. But
suddenly he was no longer join the class for some reason. I heard that he
intended to visit his child who was sick. Well this guy was a totally liar. I
assumed it after I saw him in the junction while I was riding my bike. I have
no idea with those who ‘littering’ their money easily without any hesitation
toward something that it was unreachable for some people. It was frustrating
when I realized I’ve spent much money for such a language skill improvements.
Before I continue it, sorry to say, I lose my respect for those kind of people.
Obviously, working on something are better in pairs or larger
number of involved persons. I got 5 on speaking band score. I wonder how could that happened after all
that I’ve been through in this village. Taking a plenty of speaking courses,
pronunciation, camp-programme and whatsoever. Then I recall everything I’ve
done over the last 2 months. As it turns out, dealing with this circumstances
is far harder than I though. Responding to self-improvement things, we will never
how far we walk unless we have someone else who care for us and always be there
wherever we go.
I skipped this afternoon class. I guess I need some time to
not get involve in every ielts-related.
